You know it seems the older I get the more everyday starts to feel like the last. I wonder if it’s me and my boring life or if this happens to everyone.
It seems like I am living in the movie Groundhog Day. I just want something a little different. What sucks is when something is out of routine in my day it’s usually for the worst. My birthdays are not really even nothing to look forward to any more. Don’t mis-take what I’m saying I love my life. Granted the whole not being rich thing kind of sucks. For the most part I’m grateful for what I have and the friends and experience I have made. It’s just I miss the un-predictability of what my life used to be.
Does anyone else feel like this? Another thing that bugs me, is that it seems like the further I move in life the further I move away from my friends. Not in a physical way, but mentally. If it’s any indication of getting bitter at a young age, I have reached the point that I loath Saturdays. I hate them more than anything. Not sure why, but I do. Now, to top off all this other shit I have developed a awful case of Insomnia. I have not slept while it’s night time in months.
I wonder now if I’m just writing this post at 6 in the morning just because I have nothing else to do. Probably. Either way back to my main point I was making. Does any one else feel this way or is it just me?
